chienz buk's of life

terrible day i had one in a million...

2009-07-27T02:52:00.000-07:00

i wanna start it wif a laugh to cheer myself up...
first thing in the morning.... after assembly...
guess wat bags all open... it seems like spotcheck...
but its not....
and my heart was pumping at 110 beats per minute...
in my heart i knoe.... its gone for good...
i reach out my hand searching for my phone and true enough its gone...
wat to do....
its inly the beginning of the day...
why spoil ppl's day wif my problem...
soooo... get on wif life as usual
then i ended my day terribly too....
by breaking sumthing in the lab.... and
the experiment was haywired for everybody...
i did not finish my experiment for the first time....
wat to do juz not my day...
grace say i have a dark cloud on top of my head...
i am vry greatfull to grace who fetch me home... and bring me to eat and oso to retrieve my no...
however it is unsuccessfull and i still need to get on wif life without a phone...
then thanks to ng who let me hug her.... lol it helps.... and grace oso who did the same thing... lol
and THANK YOU TO ALL WHO SHOWED UR CONCERN!!!!! thanks...

today.... another day....

2009-07-25T03:02:00.000-07:00

yea i bought a new shoe.....
sooo now my current favourite place is heritage hub.....
anything i c there i fell in love with them....
the bags... omg.... soooo nice
the shoes..... wow
the pencil box.... unbelievable...
the t-shirts..... really awesome...
lol
promoting for them.....
but the price....... oops expensive
haha
but
I LOVE IT!!!!!! All

A day that left me thinking...

2009-07-04T07:43:00.000-07:00

Today we went to Megamall for the flag day collection.....
it made me realised how this world is revolving and what had the world become of....
sigh..... some good and bad side of the world that were revealed... and well...
it juz kept me thinking of why?? do ppl react that way...

but b4 i get started wif my life thingy.... i hope ng is alrite.... drink more water yea.... dehydration nanti.... lol

life's experience....
first of all.... i wanna make things clear...
THE DONATION IS NOT FOR US!!!!!!!!
ITS FOR THE POOR!!!!!!!!
THE CAR STICKER IS A WAY WE SHOW OUR APPRECIATION!!!!!!!

okie.... now i will start...
i went there with a helping heart.... i juz wish that the things i do today... will bring light to some ppl's life in future....
i did it for charity...
i did not force my way for that few dollars...
i came across many kinds of ppl...
first kind!

they dun look all soo rich and wealthy.... juz another simple person with normal lifestyle...
some of them donated RM1, RM2, RM3, RM5, RM7(which is all the small change he had), RM10(i really salute them and appreciate it alot....
its not the amount that count..... its the heart...
some even came up to us to donate without us asking...
and others did not even take the car stickers....
and some eventhough gave only RM0.50 but i think they did it whole heartedly...
and i think thats all it takes...
the sum of the money u gave may help make ppl's life...

2nd type!

they may be poor....
they may have donated....
whatever it was....
at least they flash us a smile...
we do not force them wif a gun in our hands...
we are juz trying to get donation
its fine wif us if u do not want to donate...
we still say thank you to u... for sparing us a few seconds...
at least there was a respect and acknowledgement there....

3rd type!

some of them were dress in Nike...
some carries an LV bag...
some were soo smart looking....
some wore Armani....
some even have the Datin's look and yet...
they put on a HIGH AND MIGHTY face....
they turn away and detest us
they make us felt like beggars...
some were even good actors....
they took out their phone and pretended to receive a call...( how do i know???... cause the moment they pass us the hp was put bec into their bag....)
some gave us the sarcastic look...
HEY the money is meant for the poor not us....
we are juz doing charity...
and mind u that we are not beggars....

4th kind!!!

ppl that left a mark in my heart today....
making me realise that there are really kind souls out there...

a man who came out wanting to smoke....
we went and did the usuals....
he told us wait ar.... i wanna smoke first i will be back....( really honest...lol... by the way its bad for health)
we totally think he will not be bec...
but then... he really came bec... and walk rite up to us... gave us the money and went....

next its marcus fren... karmin i think..( sorry i do not know how to spell)
he had donated...to grace they all...
and yet went we ask.... he with a smilling face say... okie fine i will buy another want...
(the 3rd type of ppl should feel ashame of themselves as a teenagers can do better then them)

next a girl...( a teenager as well )(by the way 99.99% of the teens we asked did not donate)
she donated without hesitation.... and we named her the 2nd youth that had donated....lol

then theres Komala.... which we din notice walking by....
came straight up to us saying she would like to donate... its like WOW

same goes wif Kash.... who was my ex junior....

lastly its the guard who called to esther and leong.... he donated too.... yay!!!

in general.... i would just say...
most of the rich are really POOR and
the medium class ppl or poor ppl are actually really RICH!!!!! in their heart....
the world is going the other way round!!!!
anyway... i really want to show my appreciation to the ppl who have donated, who did not donate but at least flash us a smile and made my day.....
THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR IT ALL!!!!!

another thing that i learnt today....
things will not come juz like tat u need to open ur mouth to ask... ASK AND IT SHALL BE GIVEN UNTO U
complaining will not do us any gud and the real world is really hard...
u have to give them a smile and say thank u eventhough they treat u like dirt.... and this really make me realise what is the working world like that i will be in, in future...

anyway it is a really gud EXPERIENCE!!!!!!!
and we had a great time having our lunch together and stuff... beside some unhappy moments...

growing fungus......all around me

2009-06-25T19:56:00.000-07:00

great... i am stuck in school doing UMP project.... since its free time soo why not blog after2 months... lol
everybody oso have their own prublemo...
sooo we should understand that ppl's mood changes from time to time...
be it gud or bad they are still ur fren
and as a fren we should juz fogive and forget
sometmes ot helping may be the biggest help to them....
trust me juz being there, when they need u it is sufficient.....
therefore let's be a FRIEND in need to evryone.....
LOL

YAHOO ITS OVER!!!!!!!!....

2009-05-28T06:01:00.000-07:00

YAY YAY exam over.... yea yea i know i knoe its juz mid year...... there are still more to come....
but lets juz say... i wanna be in fantasy juz for this few days!!!! lol

actually over this tough and busy week.... i came across of life'upgradding' experience....

first of all....
exam.... a word that everybody hates....STRESS!!!!!!

2nd of all......
dun compare compare.....

everything have their own pros and cons....
some things might seems easy going but it really isn't when u are in their shoes!!!!
things always looks greener on the other side of the forest.... why???
human nature.... un explainable......
wat u are is wat u made of urself..... sooo...

3rd.....
why why why??
dun understand....
are there any use holding grudges???
trust me ... the answer is NO.... 9 from life experience)
not only holding grudges...
any use to get angry wif ppl....
sumtimes they did wat they did unintentionally....
forgive and forget....
best way to stay happy and trust me..... its a give....

4th.....
HAppy times....
wat is it???
well actually this is quite subjective....
it depends....
to me happiness without joy is .... nothing ... nothing at all
but my priciple of life to stay happy and joyous.... is actually
LIVE EACH DAY AT A TIME!!!!!
nothing is more important then a minutes happiness.....
secret to stay happy....

evryday when u get out of bed..... smile and tell urself 'a brand new day for a brand new experience'
second, go to skul and put a smile on ur face.... everything will seems more positive....
then laugh and juz BE URSELF!!!! no need pretend pretend...lol
lastly BE PATIENT!!!!! do not get angry easily... it make ur life easier and oso others life...!!! lol

i think quite long dy.... sooo okielah....

STAY POSITIVE!!!!!

things ppl see in others... but wong wong will juz overlook things they do...

2009-03-27T07:06:00.001-07:00

why izzit always that ppl c and say about others weakness??? why???
ask urself....
things some ppl saw will stab rite through the heart...
sumtimes not juz the things they say....
their action without words lagilah.... stab and pierce rite through the heart...
i knoe some ppl may not that gud or funny or gud to b wif....
but at least respect them as ur fren.....
sumtimes little things that an individual did can make ppl feel veli unimportant....
it need not be sumthing great... sumtimes little deeds juz help ppl to get on wif life during bad times.........
trust me i knoe when ppl make u feel juz not in the gp.... and i oso knoe how it can be overcome....
lol... i learn it through the hard way.... juz chill.... and dun expect too much from anybody.... but God..... actually do not expect things AT ALL.....
it may not be easy but definitely not impossible...

check on urself....
not evrything that happen is ppl's mistake...
ask urself....
do i treat them like that too???
did i ofeend anyone wif my words and deeds.......???
if no... thats fine..... get in wif life and continue to treat ppl better each day....
sumtimes ppl may not say it but i believe they feel it that u treat them gud and they will cherished u!!!!!!!

ppl dun let me post long long so post short short...

2009-03-27T06:44:00.000-07:00

1 day happiness is gud enough.....
a moments happiness means a lot to me.....
it need not be sumthing big or great ... but the joy in me given by God..... makes me realise...
wow what wonderfull frens i have...

they sure does step on my tail.....
or hurt me even without realising....
i may be sad and unhappy...
things ppl say may means a lot.....
when ppl treat u like dirt u feel it....
ppl may treat u like float more then dirt...
but at the end of the day....
wat u are is wat God made u.....
u are nobody's 'ah sei'
nobody and i mean nobody at all can made u feel small and intimidated....
it all depends on how u look at things...

but i found a way...
when i am angry... i will apply
S>U>M>O
shut up and move on...
try it ...
it works
and u will find out that...
nothing and nobody will dissapoint u....
i am once but not anymore.......
i will nver be easily dissapointed or feel small about myself...
i knoe i am gud....and i knoe..... it will be paid off... when i c the smile on anybody's face...
NO rewards needed... juz a smile from the bottom of the heart...

its been long... I AM BEC!!!!!!!!!

2009-03-27T06:31:00.000-07:00

lol....
SORRY YEA........... to evrybody that drop by at my blog..... its been long.... i knoe....
but this time i am gonna write short short wan ny...
today i went on a marathon
first...
go skul
2nd....
eat 'keling fan'
3rd
go home and change....
4th..
go tuition....
5th
go eco drum prac...
6th...
go ah kung hs singing.....( science is the knowledge we needed the most...)
wah.... sooo tired...
oh ya....

HAPPY BE-EARLIED BIRTHDAY VERO( the P...... resident of the 'P' club........)

2molo another great day ahead......

life after a month....

2009-03-14T02:27:00.000-07:00

okie.... at last i am blogging again...
lets start wif....me my self....
2day i wanted to go popular bookfair wan....
then mummy say vry tired.....
sooooo wanted to ask ng go wif me.....
mana tau.... dms.... tak jadi...
then ask enwei .... enwei pulak have to do the movie maker thingy...
tak jadi lagi....
sooo sad... seems like nobody wanna go wif me... LOL...
(juz joking... i knoe u all really have gud reasaon)
then mummy say then we go lah after i take a nap... yahoo...!!!! jadi jugak akhirnya...
mana tau nothing to buy wan..
end up go popular itself to buy the thingy i have been eyeing on...
(ng will knoe wat is it)
and now its on my TABLE!!!!!!! LOL

in the same week....
STPM result keluar...
wah sooooo determine to get 4 flat...
sooo gotta study hard....
still trying to run away from temptation...

SPM result keluar...
sai lou did well....
CONGRATZ AGAIN!!!!!
ur sis here will alwayz be proud of u!!!!!!!!

still same week....
ppl think 7 eleven vry convenient...
lol... evrybody does...
but to me 7 eleven oso need to pay....
and not evrything in the world can b solve using money...
AND MIND U ALL..... HUMAN ARE NOT & ELEVEN...
they may b gud and convenient but definite ly not 7 eleven
treat ppl well and u will b treated well....
treat ppl bad.... i oso will treat u well..

great week ago , Now , and ahead

2009-02-20T06:31:00.000-08:00

long time since i last posted....
today i went to skul as usual.... it is quite a routine besides some unhappy things....
then the best part.....
we went ecm after skul.....
we ate the most ddddddddeeeeelicious tom yam fussili.... mm mm gud....
we include me,jie yin ,ah pa siak,karyan,bijuan well unfortunately no pictures were taken...besides the dlicious tomyam....
i ate the most facinating baskin robin's ice cream..... lol ah pa no need u to belanja..... i am juz jk...
ah ma.... u shall nver call me heavy anymore.... lol hahahahaha

life experience buk 1
a real fren wouldn't expect anything bec from u when they do gud to u....
but the least u can do is to appreciate wat others have done for u.....
undeniable we as human would tend to stray away or get off track... and sumtimes may wish that their gud work should at the least be rewarded with some respect and appreciaton and also some help from the other party....
however.... we muz know that not all the things that u do will be rewarded in this mortal world....
but trust me it had all been seen by God and recorded in His book....

being Honest!!!!!!! is the most important thing a person should have....
even when u wanna lie....( it is up to u and God ) at least do it wif perfection.... lol
do not let ur lies be revealed... which would ony cause anger in the person u lie to....
think about it ..... would u want a fren to lie to u.... if u have sumthing juz admit it..... otherwise pls.... if u wanna keep it to urself then my as well u go all the way with it.... and do not let anyone knoe the present of the thing...
but a reminder to u... lying isn't gud and plsss try avoiding it... even white lies are still lies... lol...
but still the most important thing in a relationship is NOT TO EXPECT TOO MUCH!!!...

a fren i would really wanna be!!!! and a fren i would really wanna have and i think all of u too....

frens are meant to be trusted..... ( no doubt sumtimes ppl may fail u) but honesty will really build up a relationship...
appreciative...... as said the least a person can do is to appreciate the things that a person unconditionally do to u with a willing heart but without expectation....
SMILE!!! are also the most important element that u and i should have........ smilling not ony make ur day but those who are around u would feel the warmth that u potray.....
(smilling isn't really an issue to me i think LOL)
besides that smilling oso help ppl to feel comfortable around u..... making ppl happy or helping others the best u can isn't tiring... instead as wat i have experienced, it is the most wonderfull feeling that a person can possibly get.... and this further release the stress u and i have...
therefore the feeling of happiness those not revolve around ppl or dependent on the ppl u care.... but real happiness comes deep within u like a gem of life if there's a joy deep down in ur heart it will show the sparkle of ur life..... and to further polish up this gem u have.... is by helping ppl the best u can with a willing heart....

being emo is bad for health my frens.... siapa makan chillie dia rasa pedas....
do not be emo easily cause that is the total opposite of the above paragraph....
( actually sumtimes i wonder how can u all get emo sooo easily... i think its kind of hard...) mayb its a psychology thingy... or more or less like a habit... BAD HABBBBBIIITTT........ LOL..
but anyway... i will try to cheer u up if any of u is emo...... especially to all my ji mui's.... LOL
I HOPE ALL OF U WILL HAVE A HAPPY TIME AND PUT ON UR THINKING CAP ON WAT I HAVE WRITTEN TODAY!!!!!!!!

blogs of life in general and life of chienz....

2009-01-23T06:15:00.001-08:00

life of chienz!!!!
2day...... it was fun in skul xcept for some ups and downs.....
i learned how to make roses today!!!!!
i made 4 roses altogether....
no teachers enter for a few periods which i spent them in ky's class........
then....i and karyan went to bank islamic to get or acc. card.....
we met moh moh there...... she help us take a no. b4 hand sooo its our turn b4 long!!!! (THANK YOU!!!!! MOH MOH)
then b4 long...... we were out of that jam pack place filled wif all sorts of ppl.....
next comes my favourite part....
i went to tc drive trough to get mcflurry!!!!!
mmm... mmmm .... gud .....
i think tats about all....

life in general.....
things are not wat it seems to be....
sumthings may seems bad... but it isn't....
sumtimes we gotto get out of our comfort zone and move on to c wat it means to enjoy the world completely....
never under estimate what a person can do....
he/she may not seems to be successfull....
but blieve it or not.... he /she if determined..... can do great things that maybe u and me can't

a piece of advice...
life is special and so are u...
the only place where success come b4 work is in the dictionary....
speaking without thinking is like shooting without aiming!!!

anyway JUZ TRASURE WATEVER U HAVE NOW AND B THANKFULL RATHER THEN BEING MISERABLE OVER THINGS U ARE SHORT OF!!!!

misunderstandings, miscommunication, misinterpretation and all other mis.....

2009-01-18T03:26:00.000-08:00

very very very very very very........ DANGEROUS!!!!!!!
think b4 u talk....
think b4 u point ur finger out accusing sumone else...
think b4 things get bad....
watever u do think b4 u react....
things aren't always the way u think it is....
why do i say tat... sumtimes wat u see wif ur OWN two eyes or listen wif ur OWN two ears.... may not b rite... or may not be the TRUTH....
therefore u muz always make be alert wif the ppl around u b4 getting too close or trusting the person....
no doubt everybody makes mistake.... but ur true fren will try to patch things up 4 u.... and wif u..
not the other way round.....
listen to both side of ur stories.... b4 coming to the conclusion...
make sure u reflect bec... all this year of being frens..... who are the wans tat will do u no harm...
who are the wan that wans to b ur fren for who u are and not what u are
who are the wans tat are always by ur side when u needed them most....
who are the wans tat may hurt u sumtimes but really doesn't mean it...
who are the wans tat are always truthful....
who are the wans tat have always been ur fren even when u have nothing....
and most important of all....
who are the wans tat treat u sincerely....
and
who are the wans that seems giv u a 2 way traffic kind of frenship...

who are the wans tat cause u all the troubles wif all ur other frens( b carefull)
who are the wans tat speak untruth of u...( b really carefull)
who are the wans tat put words in ur mouth bhind ur bec....( b super carefull)
sumtimes to knoe all this gud and bad side of a certain fren....
u gotta...
get out of the box and put urself in the thinking mood
listen to stories tat ppl tell u....( outsider)take into consideration...
confrint the ppl involve to stop all the guessing.... my as well get it clear once and for all...
get things over wif and blieve in ur heart!!!!!

i knoe i am not a perfect fren..... but i am trying my best to b one....
i hope 1 day i will suceed...
pls dun take ppl 4 granted...
and i will really try my best to help u if u need my help...!!!!!!

once again.... thank you to all my frens too.... for being there wif me!!!!
all my ji muiz and frens and family member in skul!!!!!

skul time once again......

2009-01-08T01:28:00.000-08:00

its been 4 days since i went bec to skul.....
my my.... it was hectic.... first week of skul.... diagnostic test....
TEST TEST TEST!!!! argh........
wat de..... i have to study till late night....(12am at most.... haha i knoe its not tat late but got to spice things up)
then..... got to go 4 tuitions..... which luckily 1 was canceled...
then hw...... piling up evry minute.....evry second.....
however....things are not tat bad too.... as i have fun chit chatting wif my frens......
somehow i juz 4got about all those stressfull stuff.... but went night falls....... i realise
I HAVE GOT TONS OF HW!!!!!!!!!!!!
due to the exams hw.... are being postpones..... therefore this few nights i have got to sleep on my hw.......( its not tat much i guess but i can't sleep in peace knowing hw are .. awaiting me!!)
ok lets get bec to HAPPY stuff..
this year my gang got the chance to sit in 1 whole row wif moh theng's gang rite at the bec....
hahaha... u can imagine wif me joking, ng laughing and grace spicing things up with jo.... along wif chyang's ADHD things juz got wild.... lol.... and enjoyable...
not only that i can't imagine i am in the cheer gp..... wow...lol
since the yellow hs mascot for this year is madagascar.... i think it won't b tat bad...
next i will talk about teachers.....
this year i have great teachers....... i think i like them all without exception..... and therefore i am glad that i am in 6AS3....
next..... about..... FRENS!!!! ( my favourite topic...)

my frens of frens!!!!!(skul)

karyan(u shall nver stop being lame or and I...)
jieyin(sweety sweet..... my kai daddy is coming bec....lol)
bijuan(my graphic organiser......lol)
esther(lan kuai ah ma....this year we sit together..... i shall b torturing u.....haha)
shuying(ah pa..... dun bully me.....anymore...stop ur high level....lol)
grace( i din 4get u as u have 4gotten me... lol)
jolene(ah jo..... sai gor jo....long time din call u...)
moh moh(dun sooo serious)
dannee(this year u sit quite far from me)
huileng(stop throwing ur disgusting tissues...)
chyang(do not cure ur ADHD cause then the clown of the class would b gone....
ah kung(wakakaka u can go 4 myf and there are 20 ppl....)

(church)

enwei(change ur toenails colour...lol)
alisson(Ali's son)
jasmine(wakakakaka.... i wan the dvd)
alfred(go js dy...)
kevin and adrian(speak.... lol)
all others...... (i am really glad that u are all my FRENS OF FRENS....)

frens....

ALL my CLASSMATES......( thanks for being my frens.... since we are in the same class... i guess i dun have to rite soo long...)
ALL RS1 FRENS....(u are all really cool frens....wif ur laughs and jokes and lame stuff... especially high level.....)
ALL RS2 FRENS....(all of u are really a serious bunch....but sumtimes i still hear ur laughter and as i get to knoe u all... u all joke quite often too...)
ALL RK FRENS.... ( eventhough i knoe u all quite little... but u definitely.... rock....)

i guess tats about all.... i think i am really lucky to knoe all of u.... if i miss anybody U are not 4gotten... but u are rite here in my heart...

HEI IF U HAVE ANY PROBLEMS..... I WILL B THERE 4 u!!!!!! FRENS!!!!!!!!!!

A brand new year for a brand new start!!!!!

2008-12-31T20:32:00.000-08:00

Great..... i am another year older... another step nearer to stpm..... another year of skul.... and another most important of all......
ANOTHER YEAR FOR ME TO IMPROVE MYSELF FROM WAT I HAD LEFT LAST YEAR!!!!
2008!!!!( wat i had done)

Have a great time playing and
watching hongkong series...
outing wif frens.... especially jie yin, fatin, leong..... cause.... january till march ppl sibuk go ns...left me and ng and fatin.... then ng pulak go ns.... left me leong... bufallooo ky mengada.. dun wanna go out...
then spm result.....( satisfied)
then continue to play play....
then skul reopen....
then time to go toilet oso dun have due to the VAST amount of hw.......
then holiday....( go sooo many places do sooo many thingy...)

2009!!!!!!!!!! ( new beginning- wat i wish to do)

stop being sooo lazy....
study hard
to b more confident...
to make ppl around me happy and comfortable
be humble
learn to.... trust myself and ............(*secret)
love my enemies as i luv myself
rmember tat evryone is special in the eyes of God no matter who they are
and stop being soooo naughty ( got to try xtra hard... and those who makan chilli shud terasa as well.
and learn to control anger( which i am quite proud till now tat i think i control it quite well)
and learn to b a better friend, student, daughter, sister, and "cucu"
and i want to bring joy and happiness into ppl's life...( sooo frens i will b there when u need me... but dun take me 4granted)

alll this can only b done with the help of my heavenly DADDY!!!!

lastly frens if u treat me well..... i am soooo GLAD U ARE MY FREN!!!

and if u treat me bad... FINE BE TAT WAY C IF I CARE!!!!!! BUT....

again i will treat u as GUD as i treat others hoping tat one day we will b great frens....

AND PLSSSSS CLEAR THE MISUNDERSTANDINGS...... bacause MISUNDERSTANDING is a vrrrrrrryyyyy dangerous word!!!!!!

its been a long............ time since i blog......

2008-12-26T07:31:00.000-08:00

sorry 4 the long vaCATION.....
i went to camp..... ang got lazy...... hahahaha
anyway its christmas season!!!!!!!!!!
i have a great time this year
eventhough i miss the party in ah kung hs..... due to the cgristmas celebration in church....
(soorryy)
but then i made it up the next day..
the christmas celebration in church was fun...!!!!
can u blieve it ....
i wore a christmas hat that can b light up ....
theres a switch....!!!!!
u muz b wondering how in the world will i look like...!!!!!!
hahaha
then i sang carol 4 about 10 minutes.....

ok.... next day went ah kung hs....
as far as i knoe its cause of grace who had 4gotten the party the other day....
then i had great fun there....
eventhough i am having a stomach ache....
then we ate the most ddddddlllliiicioussssssssss cake.....
mm mm gud!!!
smack smack!!!! lick lick!!!!.......
its 4 the lee's family.... (from secret recipe)
but then i guess i am counted as 1 of them..... i am the guai xun!!!!!
hahahahaha and my ma po, dai gor, kai ma, tai sou and nephew was there to.....
hahahahaha
oh ya.... and i played ps2 eventhough i keep looosing!!!! its kinda fun....
one last thing tat happen there was my nephew suddenly turn into an ah kua.... well i think u knoe who...

then christmas celebration wif my real family:
we ate stembot....
it is also lip smackingy gud.........
mm mm........
there are sotong, cuttlefish, meat call, fishball, quail egg, fish , chicken, vege, ermmmmm and a lot more......... then we have great fellowship too.....
sooo i think tats about all....

a day complex day

2008-12-05T05:39:00.001-08:00

2day.... erm supposedly going 4 movie... last last i cannot go...
sooooo... go grnma hs.....
cousin pulang.....
sooo spent time wif them....
then aunt say wanna go bowling....
then meet my supposedly ,movies frens....hahahaha
then ended up fine i guess.....

ANOTHER POST TO B TAKEN SERIOUSLY....

2008-12-05T05:39:00.000-08:00

lol.... a piece of my mind.... a penny for ur thoughts...

2008-12-02T18:55:00.000-08:00

emotions!!!!
strong word.....
happy
unhappy
angry
touchy
excited...
well but to me.... most ppl nowadays are more to touchy, anger and oso unhappiness....anyway WHY????
i dunno
oni U can answer....
remember well tat frens are important and can help u in times of trials.... but
it need to b frens tat u trust and would not spill it out....
one more way of facing problems is think it over.... whether it is worth the time u take to b miserable bout it or not...
if not....
get it over with quickly....
otherwise u would juz waste ur time and energy...
one more important tips...
DO NOT i repeat DO NOT be TOUCHY over little little things and MAKE REALLY sure tat ppl really annoys u b4 u get angry with sum other innocent ppl around u.....
anyway its ur choise...
evry choise u make changes a person and situation....
whatever u do theres a consequences....
anyway no use looking bec....
why not juz stay focus on things yet to come...
ur attitude towards.....ppl
potray or give a person the idea of who u really are....
whether the person u are treating badly or kindly is or is not ur frens oso giv ppl a rough idea who u are..
trust me one day...... there mayb times u will regret it...
me personally encounter all sorts of frens..... i need them and i think they will need me too...
i dunnoo..
but i am glad tat i have a bunch of frens.... which can bring out the better side of me...
anyway i am definitely going to b more confident in life...
so what if i am not tat gud at certain stuff or i am
less interesting...
not tat etc....
tats me....
i can change for the better...
but i will make sure nobody can hurt me or break me unless God allows it...
if u wanna treat me bad....
FINE BE TAT WAY, C IF I CARE........
i will still treat u gud from the inside out of my heart bcause i blieve tat u will realise it 1 day...
i oso wanna thank u... 4 builiding me up to b a stronger person each time....
but if u treat me gud...
well then i wanna say
I AM GLAD TO HAVE U AS MY FRENS!!!!!!
its up to u still.....
lastly i would to say find a gud, loyal, do not betray, and oso do not take things for granted kind of frens.....
firstly U URSELF HAVE TO B ONE!!!!!
do not expect to much ....
frens are 2 way kind of thing....
reminder.... do not make frens or b gud to others to use them.....
make the kindness and gudness come sincerely out of ur heart....
no doubt it is easier said then done...
but well u gotta try.....
nobody is perfect but at least work towards... NEAR perfect... tats gud enough....

a post of thinking.....

2008-12-02T04:48:00.000-08:00

problems problems problems....
muz ppl alwayz be filled wif prublemoo....
welll 1 thing 4 sure... undeniable ppl alwayz have problem but it depends on how u react to it...
do u knoe tat if u have true frens....
when u are unhappy....
they will feel it too.. or spoil the person's mood too....
but on the other hand u can easily make sumone feel gud by feeling gud urself... sooo
its ur choice...
sooo choose to bring ppl happiness wif ur laughter and not the other way round....
but as ur fren i am willing to hear ur problems.... sooo if u need me find me...lol

bec from a hectic world.... but yet a fun hols alas

2008-12-02T04:13:00.000-08:00

haha i went to kl 4 3days and 2nite.... at last i have a real hols....
we went mines wonderland........ but i dun think it is any wonder...... quite a disapointment..
but in evry cloud there is a silver linning..... the musical fountain is quite cool along wif the 3d fountain thingy...
we satay in two hotels.....
first night... palace of the golden horses...
i really thing the person who came out woth this idea is really a vry detail person.... i went in... there is a lot of statue on horses and pics... too....
not only tat... the carpet are printed wif either horses or horse shoe....
the lamp stand are all horses... even the leg og the chair are horses while the table's leg are horses leg....
i am soooo amazed bcause the the shampoo container are like the horses on the chess set...
hahaha oh ya the cilling are printed wif horses too... hahaha.... we stay here juz 4 convinience sake cause wanna go mines....

then switched to..... times square hotel sooo can go shopping...
wow... i bought alot of baju and pants and oso a bag.... hahah
anyway tats about my hols....

fu hin..... izzzit.... long??? tooo long.... how lah...

2008-11-27T01:07:00.000-08:00

great day.....
welll tat is fu hin...
today... sooo boring... bec to tuition..... sigh wat to do daily routine.... my frens worst still got to go 4 another tuition in the afternoon..... gud luck men......
2molo got hospital duty again...
jo will b able to c her hoo hoo...lol
i hope this time will b more enjoyable then monday.....
wah!!!!!! congrats me..... left 2 more days of tuition.... then i am freee.......
actually today i was suppose to straighten my hair.... but then 2molo got hospital duty... have to tie hair... mana blh
sooo end up appointment on saturday....
my frens who are reading this... saturday afternoon cannot go kai kai without me oooo.... lol
anyway i finish my ming zhong zhu ding wo ai ni at last.....!!!!!
after sooo long....
hahahaha
our bio projects going to due........
kind of worry...
dunno finish dy not....
hahaha
oklah... sooo long din write about LIFE>>>>>>
we are surrounded by many ppl in life...(ppl mountain ppl sea"translate")
there may b great time, sad time, happy time, and also terrible time...
hahaha
it depends how u take care of the situation...
some times the worst thing can turn out to b the best thing of all that can happen to u...
juz keep in mind tat nothing is impossible....and if u blieve in urself and God evrything will fall into place...
do not b pessimistic instead be a positive personn and get on with life...
life is like a war....
as long as u still have ur life and fellow warrior.... there is alwayz a chance 4 the worst to turn into the best..... even when u are the last wan standing... u may still win the war... and bring peace to the country...

a day of tanjung lumpur.....

2008-11-25T04:39:00.000-08:00

today we when tanjung lumpur to catch bug.... haha bio project... wat to do
lol... we manage to drag along a few of our really gud frens and family member to help us namely...
ah kung-lsw
ah pa-csy
tai sou-cky
hong cheet
marcus
l hankyung
leong's little bro
leong's cousin
and of course the 4 of us( me, ma po, leong, ying ying)

haha we have great fun catching all those bugs eventhough its kind of "chan yan" but wat to do...
then after a most tiring day of tuition and bug catching... we went 4 abc at midnite.....

THANK U SOOO MUCH EVERYONE 4 HELPING US!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

juz wondering...........

2008-11-18T04:14:00.000-08:00

lol my day turn out to b quite a challenging 1 2day.....
all the projects and tuition..... fui....soooo exhausting...
lol but hten there goes two days of my hols....
today at tuition feel like i am floating too tired dy....
then i ask all my buddies to tell me the funniest things to wake me up...
mana tau they laugh untill stomach pain.... saying thats the funniest thing dy......
i am like huh?? they pulak awake....due to the laughing....
ish ish ish.... apalah
then go minum at old town.... i drank orange smoothies..... mana tau ah pa paid 4 it....
thanks a lot ah pa.....
oh ya and i erm took the wrong place....( sprry ya 4 those who are concern) lol

life!!!
having patience is not easy.... especially when ppl around u keep annoying and hurting you... sumtimes we may wonder why do ppl take things for granted...
this ain't right.....
we shouldn't alwayz take things for granted...
all people are human and none of them should be taken 4granted....
no matter how nice the person should be or how small gas the person should b.....lol
sumtimes when ppl are nice and easy going... we tend to take them 4granted
we mere mortals alwayz think tat nice ppl can b easily contented and we can easily patch things up wif them....
izzit true....
for those who are alwayz getting angry over the smallest matter,,, often ppl treat them better to prevent conflict... touch ur heart and think about it....
but b4 that.... pls consider.... do u like ppl who are easy going or the other way round???
do u want the easy going kind of ppl to turn into one of those ppl who often make ur days worst...
haha.......
well to me i think from now on.. i would try to treat everyone equally... it might not b easy but still i will giv it a try....
mayb this will bring me a better life and oso it is fair 4 both sides....

this are the lesson that i have learn today from a buk.... it juz touch my heart and make me realise....
i hope it will enlighten u too...

after a most tiring day yesterday

2008-11-16T04:32:00.000-08:00

wow.... yesterday is pure fun and frens day
sooooooooo tired....
dah lah have to go catch bugs then have to go class party.... but the worst is at night still have to go church.........
well first of all.....i made jelly wif ng and leo then we went to esther's house....(kind of late)
then we went butterfly catching again... and "ah kung" and hong cheet berjaya catch 3 butterflies.... hoooray
then we intended to go to tc3..... since we ony caught 3 butterflies....
wah... have to pass the "titi" like bridge..... which was quite scary.....
anyway that was not the worst.... the amount of mosquito present is unbelievable........
even after applying the mosquito repellent which apparently turn out to be more of mosquito attracter the mosquitos juz kept on irritating us....
sooo end up we turn bec for dear life....
we ended up walking bec to tc1 after taking a few pics...
nex we find for a strategic place 4 pur class party.....
when everyones here we ate and laugh untill around 5 when the rain starts to pour......
we then proceed to esther's house in a few car....
in esther's house we played twister.... my gudness i am like tottaly tangled in the midst og 5 more ppl....
everyone was laughing hilariously.....
grace then charm us wif her beaytiful playing...accompany by ah kung's playing and oso singing which was oso vry gud.....
sooo now we have 2 musically talented frens.... lol
oh ya... we got a chance to play nintendo wii
this was truly funny as i am punching hardly into the air to defeat jo....lol
ppl might think tat i am mad.....
now my arm hurts terribly
haha
anyway all this made yp a most memmorable yet tired day......

frens part 2

2008-11-12T06:15:00.001-08:00

anyway i would like to start wif wat happen 2day......... we when "pok Tip" in skul....
it is kind of fun especially when u are catching all those creepy crawlly bugs.......
1 thing i am sure of is my skul sure have a lotta grasshopper.....lol
anyway guess wat we caught 2 bee in split second..... (by using chloroform) haha. FOC mah
then i oso learn a mo... of new lessons about frenship too....
here it comes.....

continue.......
frens.... do they leave u ??? gud question...... think about it....
well i found out that they sumtimes do.... cause they might take u 4 granted...
bonds between frens.....
ionic bonds?? transfer of love in 2 diretion.... whether 1 party will giv more then the other....
covalent bonds? sharing of equal amount of love....
dative bond?? i way traffic of contributing luv....
which kind of bonds do we have between our frens...
well the most ideal wan should be COVALENT bonding...
well...... however this doesn't happen over night or everyday...
if u wanna be frens wif sumbody... the think that matter most is the heart.....
ones heart is really important.... be it the frenship work out or not it depends on the ever beating organ of a fist size which is situated right between ur ribs....
frienship is important for almost everyone...
come bec to wat i am saying....
frens..... sumtimes they juz dun seems to get the idea of accepting others point of view... and this is where the conflict come in... sooo in a company of frens they muz b ppl that have great level of patience and juz 4giv them 4 who they are... however the person should also change... u might be 1 of them and this might b the best time 4 u to turn over a new leave....
next... they are frens that juz take ppl 4 granted or as their toy... when they need u they find u.... however ewhen they think u have no more value they would juz kick u aside... i juz dun think this kind of a relationship should b consider as frens... think about it... stop being 1 if u are.... this juz hurt the ppl around u.....
and stop thinking that ppl might one day.... replace u in all ways b it the popularity or the frens u are having now might like them better....
well u are soo insecure if u are 1 of themm....
think of urself as a precious jewel that God brought to this world to help ppl....
and be happy 4 others when they are preffered or more popular than u.....
however it is easier to say then to do... but nothing is impossible....

to b continue....

frens part 2

2008-11-12T06:15:00.000-08:00

after soooooooo long...... alas.......

2008-11-11T04:44:00.000-08:00

at last my com is bec after sooo long...
i am going to get the long awaited streamx!!!!!!!!!!! yahoo!!!!!!!
ok......2day we went tree planting!!!! juz plant a few trees and we got a state level cert!!!!!
it is kind of fun..... if u hav a chance i think u should try it tooo....
then on the bus we have great fellowship too....
bec in skul, we played the game of angel and demon....... and i found out that i am a lousy doctor as well as marcus........
c.y.a.n.g.chyang pulak is a vvvvvvvvvvvvvvrrrrrrrrryyyyyyyyy bad guy with evil laugh which can fight grace's evil laugh........lol no hards feeling
ok thats about 2day....
now i would like to say about L.I.F.E

what are fren in our life........????
ask urself as everybody has their own definition......
on my point of view a fren is sumbody which u can count on...... in all ways......
well sumtimes u find that ur frens let u down...... or hurt u...... but nevertheless u knoe their true identity that they are still part of what and who u are 2day....therefore 4giv them anyway..
however there are times that u 'TER" met ppl who are fake......
well this kind of ppl u should be carefull of them but u can still b frens wif them.....
they might hurt u or becstab u....... but if we do our own part and continue to do gud to them, i blieve 1 day it will come to their senses that wat they are doing are not right......
"an eye for an eye"........
yo me that is soooooooooooo not a solution to problems....
wat gud those it bring u by taking revenge on them.......
why not juz carry on and leave the vengence btw them and God.....

DO TO OTHERS WAT U WAN OTHER TO DO TO U>>>>>

AND DO NOT DO TO OTHER WHAT U DO NOT WAN OTHERS TO DO TO U>>>>

next, there may b times when u felt all alone and nobody actually care about u
well, i am vry certain that even when the world around u is falling apart, yet God is still right bside u.......
thus when u are 4gotten.. take it as a time 4 u to learn about independent and making new frens.....
u muz understand that nobody is perfect in this world..... sooo once in a while frens might hurt u or might unintentionally offended u or juz do sumthing unkind to u...
but at the end of the day u will find that having them as ur frens really build u up and make u stronger besides giving u all the gud times.........

to b continue..............

a funny week

2008-09-28T07:09:00.000-07:00

first of my frens...... i am trying to blog once a week... giv me an applause i succeed this week....
wow tuesday was really a most stressfull day... 2 practicals in a day. the feeling is like 2 major exam going on... haha. then 4 the rest of the week it is fine..... on fridayi went to pop wif ng lol... i did side parking 4 the first time.... then i went 4 a detour when i drop ng in front of wah chan to pick up her car..... nex the most funny thing happen....
since we decided not to go jogging so ng suggested that we go bec to my house... i agreed and we bought a big bottle of twister and a packet of chipster 4 our snack time as we watch s,j video....
when we reached my HOUSE..... i realised SOMETHING.... and i laughed non stop in front of my house and guess what..... I FORGOT MY KEYS..... its in my car and since i drop my car at my mum office , my keys are there. we ended up doing stupid things and ate our snack at my car porch..... then refer to ng on the stupid and embarrasing things she had done.....

next on sat.... we went jogging at taman gelora.... we(me karyan, jieyin, leong, esther) jogged 4 1 and 3 quarter big round.....later we went 4 tomyam near my house.... guess wat we get to c er hem.... anyway i hav no comment of er hem...
then me and ng followed ky to tc and i made a key chain......
i think tats a bout all... everybody is busy studying and yet i am here blogging i feel bad... gtg

long time din blog dy

2008-09-19T06:57:00.000-07:00

wow!! what a MONTH...... it didn't went smoothly but everything still seems alrite..
firstly, this month can be name as the EMO month where everyday there is somebody who would b emo. and jie yin even wanted to start an emo club... lol and guess what ME and ESTHER are expected to be the "so tei ah sam" a.k.a maid due to the no. of time we are emo which come down to nearly none....lol
anyway things juz happen and i believe it will be ok somehow, sometime....
great, next i am reallllyy exhausted this week( actually every week) due to the no. of hw which are piling up like nobody's business (but mine)
but i did have some fun time, like the time i went to taman gelora along wif jie yin, grace,esther, karyan. jolene, shu ying, marcus and papa on wed. which is a holiday.... we ate more then we jog actually.... (breakfast at kfc) then we went for a stroll at the beach and took many pictures as alwayz....
today,
i went to jie yin's house to make DADIH.... well i nver get to taste it yet sooo i am not really sure how tasty izzit?? but it wouldn't be that bad since I AM THE WAN MAKING it (actually more of ng teach me and prepare everything) lol....... b4 we start the dadih making thingy... we have a nice chat about many things.... (keng han kai)....
oh yeah and today i get to eat CRAB..... mmmmmmm yummmmyyyy
suddenly my mum juz have the urge to consume the CRABS and so we went to Teo Hin to buy the crabs..... and due to this i reach home at around 6.30pm and nearly 4get about my janji temu wif jie yin on9...... good thing jie yin comp face some technical problemo causing her to not being able to on9....(no offense to ur comp. ng) i am save.... cause b4 this i told not to tipu me and din on9 mana tau i balik lambat..... anyway one LAST thing to blog about

everybody's complainning that i din blogg often enough......
sooo everybodyyy i blogg today HAPPY!!!!!!! LOL

funny day with my frens and "MY birthday" celebration......

2008-08-20T07:33:00.001-07:00

Yesterday was really tiring but really enjoyable... first of all me!!!(chienz) fetch ky and Ng 4 breakfast in Seng Kong....
Then in the after noon went i am sleepingzzzzz, Ky call me up saying she wanna teach me how to bank in check and i went... we oso went to get Ng along wif us. The Trio then went to pump petroland Guess what Ky doesn't even know how to pay at the counter and it takes three of us to pimp RM20 worth of petrol....(memmorable memories). then we went all the way to Bukit Istana to pick/ kidnap leo to go jogging wif us... haha too mou liu. after jogging wif esther, jes and cyn we went to mfc 4 ice kacang and TOMYAM. (by the way the service there is terrible soooooo mengada) anyway i have a great day of fun wif my frens.

wow!!! this year my birthday is celebrated with MANY people.... i have been waiting 4 this day since last week.... at last it came and is over. we went to mega at around 11 plus plus and went makan..(kfc). Then we went 4 a movie, WALL. E. Alrite the movie was really great ang guess what i watch it with 17 people. Me, Ky, Ng, Leo, Jo, Grace, Esther, Pame, Shu Ying, Chan Moh, Dannee, Hl, Chyang, Chris, Yeong Lee, Alice, Winston. Lol it was really fun....except that blurr Chyang is really the blurrest person on earth.... haha...(tau tau sendirilah)
After the movie we went to stock up foolscap paper..... in pop.
Next we went to mc d 4 a snack......
Eventhough it was a simple celebration but i am really happy that i have soo many frens that cares 4 me...
Thanks so much to Grace 4 helping me book the tickets and oso Ng. besides that thanks a lot to Leo, Esther and KarYan.

A Day Of Great Fun

2008-07-27T06:43:00.000-07:00

once again 2 day i went 4 st.john duty(refer to yesterday blog) anyway todays duty was till 12.30pm. After that we went for lunch at PIZZA HUT!!! guess wat we ordered, we ordered 2 pan pizza one stuff crust and one "crunchy crust" pizza which were shared among 10 person along wif mushroom soups, garlic bread, bread stick and pepsi of course. then we went to popular to shop and i ended up buying noyhing... nothing at all. then we went 4 movie(Dark Knight). it was a great movie which contains alot of moral values that i can learn from. eventhough it has a sad ending, but to me i still think tat it was a great movie.......
to make things short to day we had great fellowship 2gether, me jie yin, karyan, bi juan, grace, yong li, christina, shu ying, winston, and teck loon( i hope i spelled everybody's name correctly. if there are any mistake plsss take no offence)

what?? st john duty??

2008-07-26T07:08:00.000-07:00

way to go!!! i went to skul 2day by dragging a most unhappy GRACE along.... lol that would teach her not to promise me simply... haha
anyway we had fun in skul. i did not stay in class at all.... i went over to 6rs2 which is quite fun... and MAN..... 6rs1 only have 4 students today..... hahaha then after skul we "FLY CAR" to happy 2gether to meet up wif SOME PPL who PONTENG skul. (siapa makan cili dia terasa pedaslah). i ate tomyam mee today and taste my fren's chicken chop& fish and chips. Then....

haha guess wat... we went for st john duty at megamall in conjunction of "Hari bertemu Pelanggan". we are paid RM 20 for 2 days duty and also a state level cert. which require us juz being there (pai leng). we are allowed to go SHOPPING mind you, and also do whatever we wanted to as long as we are in Megamall. haha.... u muz be thinking WAT DUH!!! anyway i hav a great time there talking and laughing all the way eventhough i am quite tired after 6 hours of skul without lesson except BIO as usual.....